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Marraige

2010-06-22T01:14:00.000+08:00

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said,
I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry.
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping.
I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.
But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew.
I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.
The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger.
I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see.
To me her cry was actually a kind of release.
The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table.
I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing.
I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions:
she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible.
Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me.
But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy.
Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd.
No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed.
So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms.
His words brought me a sense of pain.
From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.
She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce.
I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door.
She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily.
She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse.
I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time..
I realized she was not young any more.
There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying!
Our marriage had taken its toll on her.
For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning.
This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again.
I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by.
Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning.
She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one.
Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger.
I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart.
Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out.
To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life.
My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.
I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute.
I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.
Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally.
I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door.
I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs.
Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.
Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head.
Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce.
My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives,
not because we didn't love each other any more.
Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up.
She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears.
I walked downstairs and drove away.
At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife.
The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card.. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face,
I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship.
It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah.
These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves..
So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy.
Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage

Entertainment.

2010-04-17T21:27:00.002+08:00

Just got to know of this ridiculous(most prolly for entertainment purpose) ahbeng blog!
It uses dialect vulgurities & is quite entertaining for me thou there're a shitload of terms tt I don't understand cos they're in freaking hokkien!

The most ridiculous post outta the lot is the one on how to get 'ahlian stead'!

In front of an ahlian, you must always give her to so near yet so far feeling. you must look in her eye liao then when she look at you, you must look away. this is to show her that you dont hiu her but you wan her to hiu you, and this is the most imba method to jio an ahlian.

2nd if you wan her to auto jio you, you must die die have a pack of cigg with you and start smoking in front of her. at the same time when you smoke, you must say all the private part in hokkien.

the ahlian will be very amazed that you know all the magic word and she will think you very cool and will want to stead you. after u smoke and scold all the private part, you must talk to your friend very loudly because ahlian believe that the louder you talk, the more man you are.

Hah! Anybody wants a ahlian girlf u can use this method! (If u trust it enough!)

Ahbeng's blog!

Green tea powerrrrrr

2010-04-10T22:07:00.002+08:00

Apparrently green tea is mfking beneficial as said by idk how many scientific studies.
From now on I shall have a huge cup of green tea everyday & I'm gonna super dilute it until it tastes like plain water (This is how much I hate green tea) So why drink it?

Cos it boosts ur metabolism rate.
Makes u slim down (Somehow but Idk how)
Improves ur complexion? (That is if u apply it on ur face)
Does something to the radicals that falls on ur skin?

Ok fine
I'm too lazy to read into details so I only read the major points. Which is more than enough for me. So now I'll make use of my DIY skills & make myself a green tea toner :D (Doubt I'll do this everyday)

BUAII

Pretty much screwedz.

2010-04-08T23:35:00.003+08:00

Oh hi it's me agn. I've been blogging so much lately, soooooo much.
Basically, I'm blogging to complain abt my body clock being so screwed (since I honestly don't know when).
Didn't even realise I'm on the road to screwing it until it got so so so sooooo screwed.
Like how screwed u ask?

I slp around 6am-7am everyday & wake up at 4pm-6pm. After which I'll go jogging, have my dinner (breakfast actually), shower & go back to my room & continue rotting. Watch tv, read blogs, most of the time I watch movies, sms, pester baba to reply faster, wait for him to go home so that I get to talk to him (Which is actually madly freakishly late/early, 5am-6am.) By that time I'd be bored outta my wits & become v grumpily angsty then I'll throw a bitchfit & we'll all go to slp unwillingly. (Unwilling for me, he's more than happy to get his long desired shut eye) -Pouts-

This is the saddest hols ever! V boring & I don't seem to have a life (Life means to go out everyday & come home feeling sooo tired that I''ll fall straight aslp w/o having the energy to wait for my hair to dry) Talking abt my lifeless life makes me feel so depressed ): Can't wait for sch to start so that I can gossip w/ xx & linsy & to annoy becksyassy!

If I were to be so bed potato-ish (prolly cos I eat too much potato) that I don't even go jogging I'm pretty sure when I finally get outta my birds of paradise nest the outside world would be so new & strange just like a new planet as boredom would have alr taken over my mind.

As I'm typing all this boring rubbishy rantings my stomach is calling my brain to make my brain tell me that I'm in need of food. (In other words I'm hungry) Cos I wake up at 6pm today I only get 1 meal ): Convince me this is not the worse hols ever?

My email is now sadnlovelorn_teen@boredomkills.com. Enjoy my hols? -spits saliva- (Or whatever that's suppose to come out when u spit)

Buaii for now, it won't be long, I'm pweety tweety sure. Herrow movies here I come (they're my new bffs as of a few days ago. -Moooowah!-

Potato rantings.

2010-04-07T18:21:00.002+08:00

Life have been pretty mundane for the past few days & that explains why I don't have pictures to entertain u w/. Okay that doesn't explain why. The reason is tt my baby (aka baba now) is toooo lazy to upload the picchaz. Blame z iPhone to be a complex but useful piece of brick.

By right or left I should be moving my ass outta my bed now. I am now a big bed potato ever since my holidays started when my attachment ended. Need a job, a commitmentttttt. Not used to being too free at times u see. I know many have been searching for time to spare in the busy schedule & have also been naming the spare time they found their 'me time'. Does tt sound familiar?
Truth is it's not really my business if it does cos I would like to go back to the point I would & is abt to make which is.. I HAVE TOO MUCH 'ME TIME'

Having said tt, Imma pass zebra to momsie for her to play her hexic & go make myself sweat & turn breathless right after I make zeeby dl something.

Blah boring chunks of words (Baba I blame u! Hrmph!)
Alrighty buaiibuaii!

You wanna play barbie? Game on.

2010-04-05T22:24:00.004+08:00

So, I was really glad I went jogging earlier this evening. Saw the prettiest sunset I've ever seen my whole life! There were so many ppl taking pictures of it & I didn't bring my phone (w/ a camera of 2.0 mega pixel)

Oh wells, even if I did it wouldn't capture the full beauty of it. Wished that I was talented enough to paint it out. I came home & started bragging to Mummy & z babybf abt that beautiful sunset I saw. Couldn't describe what I saw thou. All I could say was.
1) It was really v nice~
2) Frking nice!
3) Damn pretty!
4) So nice I couldn't take my eyes off it!

Yes, limited vocabulary, I know.
BUT. After briefly researching abt what I saw on google. It's affirmative that what I saw is called -inserts drumrolls-

The Crepuscular rays!
(Defination: are rays of sunlight that appear to radiate from a single point in the sky. These rays, which stream through gaps in clouds or between other objects, are columns of sunlit air separated by darker cloud-shadowed regions.)

Here's a picture of it.

Of course, what I saw was v much prettier! The clouds were violet/pink/peach/blue. The rays were orangey pink (more to the orange side actually). There were layers of different colours which looked like snow cap mountains. Which actually looks like Evian (Mineral water)'s water bottle. The whole sky was just filled w/ candy colours. Of pink, blue, violet, orange, white. Ok luh I admit there was a lil bit of grey. But anyhoos, it's prettier than a rainbow k.

I have no idea why they put this fugly picture of a such a pretty thing in wiki.
Sk shows me pretty things actually, I've seen a shooting star here before. Now this. & longlong time ago I saw a double rainbow. I know, not v fantastic but it was pretty & I saw it anw! -Nanny nanny poopoo-

Idk why I spent sooooo much time describing what it looked like when I know it's impossible for u to know exactly what I saw unless u've seen it for urselves. But ohwells. This post shall serve as a memory for myself then.

Gdbuaii! PS: Was alr so amazed by this C(Idk how to spell) rays thing. I may just hyperventilate IF I were to see the prettiest thing on earth which I believe is the Aurora. -Daydreams abt auroras- I shall name my child Aurora in the far future!

Love is...

2010-04-01T01:37:00.002+08:00

When you truly care for someone, you don’t look for faults.
You don’t look for answers. You don’t look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes.
You accept the faults and you overlook excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure.
There are rare chances that you’ll meet the person you love and who loves you in return.
So once you have it, don’t let it go. The chance may never come your way again.

Copyright to some blog.

...

2010-03-31T04:53:00.005+08:00

I'm bored. I hate the period of 'trying to slp' At this frking time there's no frking Deejays to talk me to slp. Kinda hate hols now. Ok I hate hols.

I wanna workkkkkk who the fk would hire me when it's like what fking wk alr. Can't possibly go out everyday right. Only output but no income. I wish I was dead drunk now! HATEHATEHATE!

I wanna slppppppp. Not being able to slp is the worse torture ever. Becky oh becky I take my hat (if any) off u. Being unable to slp makes me sad & angsty as u can see from my post. I need entertainmentttttt u chicken kukunugget. I'm so bored I don't mind unblocking those fools in my msn & let them disturb me. GWADDDD CAN DIE LIKETT!!! BOREDBOREDBORED.

I'm gonna take drugs to slp tmr! Someone pls prepare to donate part (most) of ur liver to me u kukunugget.
Someone pls hire me? I can't wash for nuts. I also can't sweep/mop. I can't be polite to rude customers. Paper cuts me easily. I can't stand still. I can't sit still. I can't keep quiet. I can't serve hot drinks. I don't do cold. I need my 10hrs of slp.
I like to put make up on ppl and I also like to write. TELL ME WHICH KIND COMPANY WILL HIRE ME LIKE THAT!

HOLIDAYS V FKING BORING LUHHHHH. I should really dl maple or something to entertain myself during hols. BYE U DUMB BANANAS.

If u care.

2010-03-22T21:57:00.001+08:00

43 Things A Girl Wishes Their Boyfriend Knew

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her.

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

Ur holidays are not mine.

2010-03-15T23:28:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for attachment to end! After 2 wks of torture(Last wk alr weeee!!!) I felt like I've been fked over and over agn! I really wish to get outta here!!!!!

Can't wait to laze around & start my holidays! Everyday slp until 3 plus then wake up. Able to slp in during a wonderful rainy day. Avoid the bloody sun. Watch movies on funshion everyday. Cuddle Mr Smelly the whole day/. Breakfast, lunch, dinner on bed! Shop online! (Hello kitty mouse & contacts storage box!!!) Listen to the tv & use com at the same time! Pet society! If I'm guai enough I'll clean up my room & study table! Or maybe even go for a run. Get a job if I feel like it or just stay at home & laugh at Ruf's misery cos he'll be working & I'll take my candied revenge!

All in all. FUCK ATTACHMENT. & fk ur bestf!

Nurseyyyy?

2010-02-27T20:17:00.002+08:00

Can't emphasize enough that I'm gg for attachment & I'm not v fond of that. Surgical ward this time I certainly hope they treat me nice. I'll be back!

Wants and not needs.

2010-02-24T17:42:00.002+08:00

I wanttttttttttt. Dunch fwen euu liiaoz. -Pouts act cute pout-

CNY+EXAMS= UNHAPPY CLOVER

2010-02-15T22:08:00.001+08:00

I guess I should really start studyng for my papers. Cos everybody only cares abt themselves. & from now on I will too. I'll do anything that makes me unhappy even thou if it upsets u.

I hereby curse all the unappreciative ppl in the world.

2010-02-10T21:38:00.002+08:00

Don't you just hate ppl who don't say thanks or don't even show that they appreciate u esp if u did something for that which u don't have to.

For eg, my dad just made me massage(by massage I mean using some medicated oil & some wooden massage thing) his back for don't know how many continuous days alr & he said his whole arm is aching now & he blames me for not massging it correctly & therefore hurting his vein/muscle or whatever shit luh. It's like so ridiculous lor!!! Makes me so fed up whenever I think abt it. It's like I'm helping him, massage him, waste all my strength & effort lor.
Think I eat finish nth to do alr hur. Think I massage u hand not tired hur. Smellypussy my moodswings doesn't help one bit pls.

Ahhhhhhh!!! So angry!!! So ungrateful! I could have just ignored him lor. Help him until I tired still complain abt this complain abt that! Shouldn't have helped at all. TSK. Waste time waste strength. Yea luh I know I know he's afterall my dad I hafta be a filial daughter. I know all that crap I just needa complain!

Hate all the unappreciative ppl in the world!!! They'll only understand one's importance when they're gone lor. Wait till everybody leave them see what will happen to them! Kelian all the maids, nurses, janitors esp housewives!!!

Okay complain finish alr. No longer angry. BUAII. HAPPY NEW YR!!!

Valentine's day is coming! & so are the testssss.

2010-02-02T23:47:00.003+08:00

Tick for the first, second & third.
Not really for the fourth.
Yes for the fifth.
Uh huh for the sixth /6!
No for the seventh because hot is irritating & ur fingertips aren't that hot luh.
I think so for the eighth thou u guess most of them correctly but i refuse to admit because I'm me.
Yes and no for the eighth because I think u gave it back or I wouldn't be alive & kicking u! Teehehe!

Happy valentine's day in advance since it's also CNY (Or maybe u won't even see this until idk when sia)

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Fishing w/ dad & ruf tmr.

2010-01-30T23:15:00.004+08:00

Must slp early today, tmr wake up & laugh at ruf.

PS:

It'll be okay. I'll make it okay, u'll see.

Study. Boring.

2010-01-24T16:46:00.002+08:00

Ytd ruf brought me to changi to see bapok. Eye opener!
He also made me like eating capsicum.

Sem exams are comiiiiiing. Needa studyyyyy. & sianszx. attachment coming ): Torture!!!

To succumb to zzz!

2010-01-18T16:31:00.002+08:00

Damn cute right. If I'm able to take a picture w/ it, it'll totally make my day.
Studying will also be much easier if there's this funny looking monster to help.
TSK! Save bio or health assessment?

Pretty girlz.

2010-01-15T20:23:00.002+08:00

Today, I sat beside a Caucasian lady in the train & it felt weird. She's so pretty. Tall, fair, skinny, long hair, pretty, pretty, pretty... At least that's my definition of pretty. It felt like I was sitting beside a mannequin & the smell coming from her is so new. Like plastic/new clothes/grass. It was more than just weird. It was freaky. Somehow.

Ps: Nv read chicken soup for the (inserts word) soul in public. U'll prolly end up tearing like I did. Super paiseh!

Attempt to fly kite #2 (our baby got no asshole+our son finally got himself a gf!) SUCCESSFUL

2010-01-12T23:16:00.003+08:00

Exciting day today! Had salted pork aka kway chap for lunch today because it's not v but vvv salty! Warning: Frking long post uh, gdluck to u if u even plan to read it.

Went to relax or body & mind then off the fly kite!!!
We were alr damn tired but I'm stubborn/determined enough to fly that bird nugget kite(our son). Who else will be 'on' enough to acc me other the mighty rather old ruflohbf who is also tired like one horse nugget. So we found an open field, settled down & started running w/ the kite like we're running for our lives. It was, in short, crazy, silly, fun & funny!

I got really upset because our kite cannot fly!( Baby got no asshole) Saw some kites in the sky from a distance that seemed pretty near so we packed up & followed the kites. It was monkey nuggets far but anyhooo!

Reached another open field & saw many ppl flying kites.
It was clear to us that we're the noobs in the field.

1) Our kite is freaking mini compared to theirs!
2) Our string is damn short.
3) The adult kites are pretty! Birds, butterflies and all.
4) Their kites got lights one! Meaning when the sky turns dark it's like some UFO flying around!
5) The last but most impt one. We're the only ones running around the field while trying to launch our mighty mini kite. The rest are either sitting down or just standing. We ran & ran so much but kiteykitey likes the ground better.

We ran a lot!(I think i lost quite a lot of calories) Finally we got our kite flying (Our son finally got a gf) but it just flew like 2metres high & the adult kites were higher than the HDB flats! FYI, >16floors!

I'm still proud of bird nugget! :D In short I had fun! Damn tiring but worth it horhhhhh?
Next time I'm bringing a fishing rod to fly kite. & I'm gg to buy a bigger kite because bird nugget cmi after flying.

Fking long post right! But I hafta write this down while it's still fresh in my mind! Anw I lost my specs & I'm really as blind as a bat now. Dk how many cm away from the screen only, u see how this post is impt to me nowww? & the best part is, my specs are black, my floor is super dark coloured. Close to black! Removed my contacts alr, gdluck to me canzzz! Don't needa watch tv alr lor. I'm beginning to suspect that ruf ate my specs. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

PS: Boringbringbring lessons tmr. -Sings- I will survive, I will survive! I wonder how's my bio attendance nowz.

I don't like to see this space blank so I've decided to type something anws.

2010-01-10T17:04:00.003+08:00

There's this skills assessment waiting for me tmr & I have not studied for it yet.
Besides that, I have a few things I needa clarify w/ lins! Can't possibly bring my cui dressing set for exam riiiiight.
& it's cui because I'm a gd student, I practice! Not because I don't take gd care of it horhhhh.

B has an iphone & I want a Iphone tooooooo ): Maybe I should start digging out all the phone contracts & see which of them are gonna be due soon hehe! But iphone sucks because it's damn vulnerable.

I think I'm rather addicted to runescape. Which is why I haven't been studying. I shall try to multitask & do both at the same time but I'm lazyyyy, which is why I'm blogging.

I wanna cook soup but I'm the only one at home! It's impossible to finish that big pot of tasty liquid alone canzzz!

To add to my new yr resolutions. I hope to not get debarred & stop 'dancing' during presentation.
Ps: This wk my timetable goes back to normal. So sadszx ):

ok BUAIIIIIIII!

Ohhi sch, bye hols.

2010-01-03T22:57:00.003+08:00

1) Riiiiiight, sch's starting tmr, which idiot wouldn't know.
Lucky for those ppl who're waiting to be enrolled to poly/jc/ite, no sch for u. YET.

2) I haven't even started on my essay! Guess I gotta hand in late then >: So after this post I guess I'll shower, then write missy bloody essay!

I'm thinking of not using any references if I were to hand it in tmr.

3) Love my phone now cos it has a v chio cover teehee!

4) My eyebrows are growing in the worst speed possible.

5) Sch reopening = less time ):

6) I found some really cute hello kitty emoticans.

7) Evidences have shown that I am currently reconnecting w/ my feminine self that lil have seen.

8) But who cares!

Okay, gotta start w/ my essay somehow. Gotta feeling this assignment's gotta drive me to tears!

BUAII

2010

2010-01-01T20:53:00.003+08:00

This is my xmas present to myself. I named him smelly.
(He's not at all smelly)

Today is the first day of 2010. & of course I have new resolutions.
The most impt one is to be happy. Then I will wanna be neater & more organized.
& manymany more!

I hope 2010 will be nice to me because 2009 was pretty nice (:
This yr i spent my xmas & new yr's eve happily ;D
Unlike last yr, I spent my xmas eve working my legs off.
& I cried last new yr's eve cos I was too tired after work, I didn't count down & Idk why I was upset by that.
Work was a bitch & I didn't like it one bit I didn't know how I lasted 2mths there but I didn't regret gg to work there. I learned how to be strong, independent & more outgoing.
If not for all this I would prolly have died in poly (esp in nursing)
Attachment wouldn't have been bearable & I wouldn't like nursing.

2009 I went into nursing thinking that I'll hate it but I grew to like it.
In 2010 I hope I'll learn to love it & be even happier.
I have somethings on my list to fulfill. Esp abt my studies & my weight-_-
I would like to meet Cherie. & she ought to make that happen hehe.
I'd like to juggle well between my studies family friends & boyf (:
Aiya, I just hope all will be well ok.

HEHE bye. I wanna go zoo leh.
Btw, my wish for this new yr is that the deadline of my essay will be extended & that I'll pass my health assessment ;D
BUAII!

Yes.

2009-12-31T00:53:00.002+08:00

Yes, I rebonded my hair.
Yes, it's super flat now.
Yes, my hair smells bad.
Yes, I'm able to wash my hair tmr.
Yes, I'm v excited abt that.
Yes, it's new year's eve tmr.
Yes, my health assessment is coming.
Yes, there's a high chance of me failing.
Yes, I have an essay due soon.
Yes, I haven't started.
Yes, there's a new pimple on my cheek.
Yes, u may laugh at me now.

Yeayea go ahead & celebrate.

Stay at home day + Memories <3+(:!!!

2009-12-22T21:36:00.005+08:00

Herrow, the hols are finally here! But they're gonna end so so soon!

Today i stayed at home the whole day & packed my stuff. Excuse me but if you haven't noticed. This is a good girl typing this post. I packed my room, went through my stuff which brought back memories & threw away a lot of things. Of the things that brought back memories, many of them are neoprints & letters.

When I took those neoprints & kept those letters I didn't thought that I'll keep them for so long because I know v well that I'm the kinda person who always throw things away once I don't wanna see them. Or at least I thought I was. & many of the things that I kept are from or consists of ppl whom I don't wanna be reminded of. I forgot & don't know why they're not thrown away. But anyhoo, I'm kinda glad I didn't throw them away because, not only do they remind me of ppl whom I don't wanna be reminded of, they also reminded me of those happy times I had w/ the person & how I was like few years ago in terms of personality & appearance.

Moral of the story is. I should write more diaries, take more pictures & print them out.(Btw, most of the pictures are neoprints!!!) & all my friends should write at least one meaningful letter to me!(Sounds like a tcher giving her students homework hoh?) ESP YOU POH! I rmb that you owe me a letter since 3 or 4 yrs ago! Pay back timeeeee hehehe! & take neoprints w/ me! & THE SAME GOES TO RUF.(For your case, I'm saying it in a warning tone k!)

Ok, It's getting a lil too wordy here. so BUAII! & merry christmas in advance(:

On a side note:
1)I'm afraid that I'll fail health assessment lea ): It's 100%!!!! Nbchickenz!
2)I should really slim down! Getting so fat ):
3) Dad was really cute ytd (:
4) My thigh kena nail polish. If my dad sees them he's gonna laugh at me =.=
5) Sushi for supper today (FAT!!!)
6) I think I have added another colour into my list of fav colours. FYI my list only consists of 2 colours!
7) Room packing today was quite fun. Just like lost & found!
8) I keep pictures in hard copy better than those in soft!
9) I'm really writing a lot of rubbish.
10) Dad's fishing plan during christmas is cancelled cos of the bad weather in Indo(?) & he's kinda sad & v disappointed. (Kinda cute)
11) I'm srs about my letter poh!!!

& ohyes. I shouldn't stay at home during the hols cos my mum bought me a lot of junk food! Stay at home = eateateat! I promise myself that I'll exercise tmr (: My dad pronounces mouse as mao. Dad: Help me buy mao. Ok. Srsly! TATA!

Ruf Loh pls look herez!

2009-12-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

HI RUF I CUT BANGS LEA. WHY? COS I TOO BORED ALR! I END UP CUTTING MY FRINGE AGN!

Christian the lion.

2009-12-15T13:08:00.003+08:00

During my psychology lecture our tcher showed us this video.
This is a story about 2 guys who brought up a lion cub. Mr. Innocent cub grew too huge for them & so they had to reintroduce it to the wild. A yr ltr, they wanted to visit Mr. Wildlion. & guess what happened.

Amazing or what! I want a lion tooooooo. Then it'll bite anybody who makes me unhappy. HEH HEH HEH!

To P&R

2009-12-08T15:08:00.001+08:00

Right poh? Right Ruf?

Even a rubber ducky can do better than you.

2009-12-06T17:59:00.005+08:00

It is. I'm freaking out!
Cos it means that our psycho presentation is due! & I just got to realise that my drug administration assessment is tmr. While praying hard that I will not be assessed by that old hag, I am also giving myself a headache by thinking of what to wear.
Why?
Presentation + assessment. Sorry. I mean, OLD HAG's assessment. Okeeeeeey, not really but I may just get her. But anw, I meant to say tha. MY DRUG CARDS ARE NOT DONE!!!

I'm sorry.

Here I am, feeling the need to rant cos. My ICA projs are really getting on my nerves! I have 3 due next wk. 2 of which are not even halfway there! & I rmb there's this Bio practical ICA thingy whichhhhh I sadly do not rmb when.

If you were in my shoes I'm sure you'll freak out too. Besides that, I just got to know that I gained weight. It's v saddening so I've decided on an exercising plan.

I suppose next wk will pass super doopey fast cos we'll be busy like a bee!

To do list:
Needa exercise. Prepare for presentation tmr. Do my drug cards. Study for assessment tmr. Pray that I won't get miss old hag. Choose what to wear. Get enough slp.

P.s. I hate it when a favor is asked w/o showing any gratitude, or WORSE, when ppl don't even use their manners. Hate it when somebody slams a door. Gaining weight. Ppl coming into my room w/o knocking. Useless duckies.

The end. BUAII.

I like to be busy!

2009-11-29T21:40:00.001+08:00

I'm not going to be a lazy pigass anymore. Gonna study. Do my homework & exercise! After 3 weeks I'm gonna slim down^^

I don't have anything to blog abt actually cos I'm too lazy to post pictures? I'm just bored & thought of getting rid of the emonemo post.

In an attempt to make this a less boring post. I'd like to tell u that Allison Harvard is pretty pweety.

My motivation to slim down though I know this is completely impossible. Pls lor. So petite!

Buhbuaii!

I don't wanna talk to anymore. Lest things get worse!

2009-11-16T22:37:00.005+08:00

PMS

Characteristics
Over 150 symptoms have been attributed to PMS. After complaints of feeling "out-of-control", anxious, depressed and having uncontrollable crying spells, the most common complaints are headache and fatigue. But symptoms may vary from month to month and there may even be symptom-free months. No women present with all the PMS symptoms. Characteristically symptoms may be both physical and emotional. They may include physical symptoms as headache, migraine, fluid retention, fatigue, constipation, painful joints, backache, abdominal cramping, heart palpitations and weight gain. Emotional and behavioral changes may include anxiety, depression, irritability, panic attacks, tension,lack of co-ordination, decreased work or social performance and altered libido

This means that even the person i love the most is unforgivable. @ least for this period of time.
I nv liked being angry or irritated w/ her, ever since I'm sensible enough. But I think I gave in a lot. I think gave in enough to feel irritated this time. So allow me to feel irritated, not even angry. Just irritated. I'm human. I'm a girl! I beg u to leave me alone for today, just today. Tmr, pls love me like how you always do. I'm sorry mummy <3

PS. Guys, pms is not an excuse girls give when they cry for no reason or get all worked up for nothing. It's real! & we don't like it to. Well, most of us I think?

2009-11-12T01:37:00.002+08:00

Ytd was 11.11.09. I missed sg idol. I still don't understand how Eddie recognized me-.-
But anw, as I was saying. Ytd was 11.11.09. It was swimming day. It was happy day. Come to think of it. Every day's kinda happy in their own ways.

Eh ruf when was the last time u read my blog hur. I badmouth abt u here u also don't know. Lousy babi! :E

Shampoohoos.

2009-11-08T23:27:00.001+08:00

I have been searching for shampoo reviews online. Be it Sunsilk, Silkpro, Pantene, Dove or Herbal essences. They ALL have bad reviews. Words like pathetic and disastrous are often seen. Or things like. 'It ruined my hair' or 'I have been losing a lot of hair!' Sheeeeriously.

SO..
I've decided to try it myself. I just started using sunsilk & well the reviews scares me a lot! It better work for me. @ the v v least. It smells nice (: But the SLS content scares me. Somebody plsplsplssss tell me sunsilk works for u?

I needa bathe & do my work alr. (& use sunsilk for the first time after so many yrs. Wish me luck!)

Buaii!

Happy halloween!

2009-10-31T23:04:00.002+08:00

I didn't celebrate halloween this yr. Again. Instead, I went out for dinner w/ my parents.
& we all received our christmas present (: I'd like to call it a bribe.
Cos both me & mum will be accompanying dad to tampinessssss. Major sianness. But we're bribed.

Clover dictionary.
SIAN=Tired, lazy, bored.
Ahhhhh something likett. Heh.

No pictures to post. Boring!
BUAII!

Dear Yawningdaisies

2009-10-29T15:26:00.004+08:00

I'm not happy today. Not exactly sad either. & this is not those pms shit. Or @ least I think it isn't.
Easily irritated by every. single. thing. So it means that I should go to bed ;D

Gonna drink horlicks w/ MARSHMELLOWS! (Y)
Comfort food!

-Edited.
Feeling so much better after slping!

I haven't seen my leg so dry before, it scares me. Thanks to attachment. Sweet.
Time to be a diligent girl & apply lots of cream onto my arms & legs!

2009-10-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

:D
kukunugget.

I'm moody, professor moody.

2009-10-21T20:11:00.002+08:00

I'm glad I have sch to distract me. Pretty unusual for me to feel this way. I just wish this week passes fast. Next week will be much busier, much better. I think I like to feel busy. I'm going to squeeze bloody a lot of things into my weekends. You'll see. Anybody wanna fly kite???

Gotta go shower, watch my recorded Sg idol & then study till I fall aslp. Or at least I hope <:
This is my 100th post. Finally!

Gdnight (:

Kinda excited for the horror!

2009-10-18T22:04:00.003+08:00

Hai I'm bored.

New sem, same love but in a whole new way, new goals (:
This sem I don't wanna be muddleheaded anymore. You'll see^^

How to carry home a whole stack of books! YET ANOTHER HORROR!

Attempt to fly kite #1

2009-10-18T01:05:00.003+08:00

Failed.

Because we can't find our way there. Okay, fine. Cos I can't find our way there.
Sch's starting soon. Let the horror begin.
Troubles gonna come soonsoonsoon.

Seventeen again (:
Zac efron! Not.

This post is dedicated to..

2009-10-15T18:47:00.007+08:00

Dear
The news is too shocking to take, sometimes I wished, that u'd come to me & tell me that you were actually playing a trick on me. I'd rather it to be that way. Classes are gonna be so boring w/o you.
Pls take care of yourself wherever you may go & also keep in mind that not everybody is as nice as you imagined them to be. Most imptly, miss me, miss us!

W/ u gone, there wouldn't be anybody to ask me whether or not I'm awake in the morning w/o a question mark. I'm going to get lost in the middle of nowhere w/o anybody to bring me to class. There wouldn't be anybody to make me laugh like a mad kid & there wouldn't be a Cherie to go through the horror w/ me.

Even so, I'm glad for you because you're doing something you like better & the best thing of this is that you get to escape the horror for good. So now you're happy! Btw, your name in my contacts is finally edited to the way you want it to be. See you soon!

Ps.
1)Tsk! I just realised, you didn't even allow us to say goodbye!
2)It's not too late to tell me that you're kidding now (;
3)I won't be a blur toot anymore (;

I'm gonna miss u so much. W/ love,
Clover

:E

2009-10-12T01:08:00.003+08:00

This is vvvvvvv true! ;D
I have been very happy for the past few days ;D *inserts /6*
Happy like ;D (: <: C: {:

Btw, attachment is finally over ;D Mega mixed feelings heee ;D
Finally met up w/ Poh today (:
I miss my classmates ;D But I don't wanna go back to schl.
I may just like being a nurse ;D & my staff nurses are v nice ;D
I got to know becky & wanxin better.
Love the taxi uncles because they saved me from a lot of trouble.

Sch's starting soon ;D I have new things to worry abt :E
:E is used to express a lot of emotions ;D

4 in the morning

2009-10-04T04:20:00.001+08:00

I wanna watch phobia 2! Who's w/ me!

Alright everybody's aslp. Gonna bore myself to slp now. & if Lam doesn't confirm w/ me tmr Imma go visit Lili.

I think I like my patients.

2009-10-03T01:56:00.002+08:00

I think those who're still at the state of confusion are rather cute. But they're going to be discharged soon, it's certainly gd news but they're the only entertaining ones. & im left w/ one last week of attachment. I'm beginning to like nursing.

This is the first time that u couldn't decipher her thoughts, it doesn't happen often but I know why, because the party is not too sure herself either. One thing's for sure thou.

One after one. Because one of my darlings got too clever I'm going to cr8 yet another space for things that are not so delightful. Or some things that are so delightful that i wanna rmb them (:

Blah

2009-10-01T22:48:00.002+08:00

Dear Yawningdaisies,

Attachment is mega tiring. CI is ridiculous. Manager pisses me off. I love the staff, they're very nice. So many ppl mentioned that I look like a malay. I may miss attachment when it finally ends. I'm fortunate I have Becky, Wanxin & Mariam(?) helping me. I miss Poh,Lam,Loh,Ong&Ng. Mum is sick, not for long, I hope. I really should slp now.

Those who matter don't mind, those who mind don't matter!

Hello goodbye.

2009-09-21T22:58:00.003+08:00

ATTACHMENT!

TMR!

The idea have yet to sink into my mind. No longer one wk ltr :E

I'm not at all ready.
I'm gg to miss some of my friends berii the muchhiieszxszx.
I'm eggcited to know how tired I will be & how much weight I will lose.
I think there'll be new ppl.
I think I hafta stay positive & wear a smile everyday like (: I mean, ppl like to see happy faces right?
I want u to wish the best for me.
I think my hair will be messy.
I think I'm wearing specs to work.
I hope I won't forget to bring anything.
I think I should go prepare now.
I think I'm very whiny today.
I curse u to get the same shift as me.
I refuse to be tired.
I wanna come online still. U'll see.

I think I'll see u agn in 3 wks time.

BUAII!

Fleaflyflofun

2009-09-18T22:28:00.004+08:00

Today

1) Bye hungry ghost festival, HELLO mooncakes & lanterns!

2) I don't like chim fishes. Meaning I don't like fishes w/ complicated bone structures because they're tiring to eat. Tiring for the eyes. I hope tt they become endangered & mum wouldn't feed them to me anymore

3)Mum sliced some vegetables into small pieces & fried them. The way u fry potato chips. Dad likes em & I don't.

4) Dad told me tt he's going overseas for fishing! Yay!

5) I fell aslp watching tv w/ mum & I just woke up.

6) I'm happy because I bought a new magazine & downloaded home alone 3 & 4! Will read it ltr & movie myself aslp (:

Tmr

1) Me & a few friends will be crashing the flea @ Home club! Setting up a stall there. U'll visit us right? Contact me for 'How to get there' if u really wanna get there.
Give us some luck & I hope I'll come back w/ peeektures (:

These are pictures from our previous flea & I like the one w/ Shawn & Zhengyee acting gay ^^
I should wake up early tmr to label my clothes.

Buaiiiiiii & Goodnight (:

Ps. I hope they don't play weird songs.

A very lazy tuesday.

2009-09-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

1 wk away from attachment. Gotta enjoy myself & slp all I want. Sunday I'll start reading.
This is how I prepare for my attachment. SLP! How's ur day?

Random & hungry

2009-09-15T03:27:00.003+08:00

This is for cherrytree cos she's cute likett

This is for everybody cos I'm cute. I'm a bunny I know kungfu! HIAK!

This is for the doodle who went to shower & left me bored alone! Tt's why I'm posting what I found on tumblr/photobucket etcetc.
I wanna make the owl muffin/cupcake/cookie lea. I think it's chocolate & it look complicated. Slowpoke lea u bath so slow! I hope u see this! The owl so cute!

12345

2009-09-12T01:47:00.002+08:00

1)You think we look alike? Take a gd look at the pictures before u make a decision k!

2)Flower looks like a fine lady. Hehheh! All thanks to me, for calling her flower ;D

I wish that portaytoe ceeeps will fall aslp & recover when it's time to wake up like *poof!*
I wish tt tmr will be a better day than today & all the drama will be over like *poofpoof!*

3)I'm treating my blog like a wishing well if everything comes true many ppl would have died & live agn for at least once ;D

4)I realised, when I'm upset I can cheer myself up by doing 2 things! The first will be looking at pictures of many random stuff. Esp from photobucket. The other will be chatting w/ someone who makes me smile^^

5)Gdnight I'm gonna movie myself aslp. BUAII!

):

2009-09-11T20:48:00.002+08:00

I'm sure they will. I just hope they don't take their time to pass.

):

2009-09-11T05:14:00.002+08:00

My bodyclocky is screwed in a whole new way ):
It's too early now, nobody is awake.
My eyes hurt. My head hurts even more.
I wish tt friday will be a better day.
I want a listening ear.
It'll be best if someone can lend me a shoulder.
Chocolates pls?
Wants u to shut the hell up.
Pls lemme fall aslp once more it's srsly too early.

Having some problems of my own?

2009-09-10T07:18:00.004+08:00

YIPEEEE! I'M UP I'M UP I'M UP!
Will u look at the time? Okay, Idk if u can see the time of my post but I'll tell u! It's frigging 7.19 in the morning! & I'm hella awake! YIPEEEEE!

AS U CAN SEE I FEEL THE NEED TO BE 'HIGH' NOW. It's not everyday that lil miss clover wakes up early & feels so awake! YIPEE YIPEE YIPEE!

Anwwwww
Cherrytree & cloverfield is gg for flea & we're wondering if we should lie! For eg, during the flea if customers happen to ask. 'Hi sorry, erm.. Is this a hole I'm pointing at*points at hole*' Instead of telling em the truth: 'Why yes! I am 100% sure tt it's a hole u're pointing at. Yep! Definitely! There's no other chance tt it's not a hole!'

Should we just deny tt it's a hole! For eg! 'NOOOOPE! That is not a hole! Uhhuh! That is... An absence of material hence a gap is produced. YEP! It is definitely a gap! UH HUH! I'M SURE OF IT!''
Thou it's a bit ridiculous. Or very.

Alright, I was just kiddingggggg. If u didn't get the joke then it's too bad for u. BUT THEN AGN. It's not a joke. If u find tt it is then agn, it's too bad for u. SO. Is this a joke then?

Hehehehe. Cherrytree darling I have a secret for u. If they really find a hole rightttttt. I really dk what to say lea. Say it's a hole also like weird uh. If we say it isn't then Idk what to call it. Maybe we can really consider calling it a gap (: I've alr found something to wear on tt day. Have u found urs? Am I not blur everyday? If I'm not blur then I wouldn't cr8 nonsense & u wouldn't have something to laugh at & u'll be bored! Hehheh! Then u'll wish tt I'm blur once more! && I'm not blur. Just not paying attention^^ Btw I'm typing it all here cos my nails are getting too long & are a hindrance when it comes to smsing & whenever I wanna call u, u have work the next day! Contact me when u see this!

Sucha paradoxxx

2009-09-07T21:32:00.004+08:00

Today, I woke up to run but went home to slp for a gd 7 hrs. I'm a pig now 10q.

I realised I have 6 email accounts? 5 different blogs? Hehhehhheh.
Cute or cute?

I just made a tumblr account. Gonna explore it nawwww & if I like it there I'm not coming back anymore^^
Ok buaii.

Muah!

2009-09-06T01:02:00.003+08:00

HELLO RUFFLES!
HAIR
PEE
BIRD
DAY!
(L) + (:

(Your post is special cos it's blue!) & huge!

I AM CUTE LIKE THIS

2009-09-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

Ytd I slept at 10plus. Today I woke at 5.30. I proudly announce that my bodyclock repairing proj failed! I ROCK!

Snipsnip

2009-09-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

Today I woke up early in the morning. This is usually the time I would slowly drift off to dreamland but noooooo. Today, it's the time I drifted out of dreamland. 6.30 in the morning! I'm so proud of myself.

Went jogging w/ dland & as expected my stamina dropped like some lousy company's stock or something. I hope I'll manage to wake up this early everyday but it makes me so tired in the afternoon. I'm suppose to be aslp by naw because we'll be jogging at punggol park tmr.

After that I become superwoman. We got bored & decided that we should fiddle w/ our hair. He dyed his hair dark green & I dyed mine dark blue. I also made this stupid decision. I made them cut my hair. I made it shortttttt! It's gonna take forever for it to grow to my desired length. Happy new yr.

Peektures soon <:

Fergie!

2009-09-02T18:06:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I tend to forget that I have a phone & by the time I rmb this particular gadget it'll be flooded w/ msgs & missed call from many different ppl.
I know that my friends felt like strangling me because I am forever not answering their calls or replying msgs when they've got urgent matters to talk to me abt. Hehe I'm sorry! But u gotta know that I multitask a lot though I'm really not gd at it. I'll try to keep my phone by my side from naw (: Or even better! I'm going to improve my multitasking skill! PROMISE!

She's fitter than many guys don't u agree?
From now on she'll be my motivation to slim down! Impossible to be like her but I'll try <: Even though there's a high chance that I may not reach the stars but at the veryvery least I get to land on the clouds ;D & that wouldn't hurt because clouds are soft&fluffy. That's not exactly my point but I guess u got what I mean :E

Everyday I wake up a lil earlier than the day before. I woke up at 2plus today & I'm proud of myself (: Because for the past manymany days I got up only at 4 or 5ish even though I set my alarm to be at 11/1/2/3. I can't even hear my alarm when they sound! & that's because I slp only at 6plus in the morning everyday or maybe 5plus.

Sheeeeeeeriiiously turning nocturnal & even though she likes owls, which actually makes the situation a lil better because that would mean that there is at least one similarity between her & the owls BUT it's still not a gd enough reason for her to ruin her health.

SO.. I'm going to wake up early in the morning tmr to go for a run <: My goal will be..... at least 47kg by end of this yr :D + ^^ U think that's possible!? Ask me when christmas comes!

Ytd felt like christmas.. AGAIN. Took advantage of my gd mood & decided to pack my wardrobe & drawers while playing some christmas songs in my room.
Christmas songs are joyous & it makes chores like cleaning ur room so much more enjoyable.

I don't understand how I managed to type sooooo much when initially, I just intended to post the pix of fergie & talk abt my failed multitasking. I guess this is exactly how I managed to produce an almost 2000 words essay instead of the requested 1000 :| ANYHOOOO. Gotta go! Gonna eat dinner & hula my hoop. Jogging will start tmr morning^^

BUAII!

2009-08-31T19:31:00.003+08:00

F-U-C-K. Baby lizard in my room. IN MY DRAWER. DRAWER IS NEAR MY BED, IN FACT, JUST BESIDE IT. What if the lizard crawls into my ear when I'm slping ever so soundly ): I AM SCARED. I can't find the lizard anymore. Sprayed deodorant everywhere hoping tt the strong aroma will drive it away or even better. MURDER IT. Pls tell me lizards are scared of nice smelling stuff. If they are, I'm gg to soak in perfume before I slp ):

Anw, the lizard went inside the drawer cos I ate biscuits in my room last night & I placed the wrapper in my drawer. Apparently they're some biscuit crumbs left & baby lizard is hungry ):
I should have been an evil girl & throw it outta the window. Or be a brave girl, walk through the horrendously dark living room & throw into the rubbish bin in my kitchen ):

Stressed up because of baby lizard. If there's a baby lizard it means there's a Mama & Papa lizard. Also means tt there's the Grandmama & Grandpapa lizard. LIZARD FAMILY.
I'm going to cry if lizard doesn't leave but crying doesn't help. SO I'M SEEKING HELP FROM LIZARD TRAP. KILL ALL OF U! FWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Edited-

Mummy say big lizards will lay eggs hence producing more baby scary lizards. TMR I WILL HAVE A LIZARD TRAP INSTALLED. & I'LL SUMMON THE MIGHTY VACUUM CLEANER & VACUUM THE EGGS OR LIZARDS UP (Y)

Blogger is temperamental.

2009-08-30T01:22:00.008+08:00

FINALLY I AM ALLOWED TO UPLOAD PIXXIES. This is not something tt will happen everyday so I'm going to spam!

Hokay, these are long overdued. Nongnong ago.
Went out w/ these few doodles.

Deeeeeeland.

Cheyyyyyby & Charmondo. Charmondo is a new creature so I don't have her pictures okay. If u dontknow how she is by now u should. 1) Kill urself 2) Look for her link.

Dland looks chaotar & my hair looks brown? Morale of the picture, this picture is fake!

Hi I was kidding. The one beside me is charmondo. If u dontknow which is me u should really kill urself. Not kidding.

I got 3 wks hols before attachment & mum quitted her job!(Y) Gonna spend more time at home to keep her company before she gets another job which is rather soon she says & when I go for attachment. When tt time comes I prolly wouldn't even get to see her. It's gonna be extra diff for me to spend some time w/ her cuz I am so sure tt our schedules are gonna bingbong crash.

Have anybody mentioned tt Im bias? I hope I spelled tt correctly. ANW, Im sry but I am not. I am mamafking bias.
Meaning mum > manymany things & ppl. Some friends are > than others.
If both friends ask me out at the same time I'll accept the one who means more/is more impt to me/closer & so on. So if mum is bored I would rather stay at home & entertain her. My other friends comes next & I suppose yknow who u are okayszx.

SO MORALE OF THE STORY IS. Gonna be a gd daughter before we get busy. Im sry Im a mummy's girl but then agn I'm not so sry cuz I don't think there's anything wrong w/ it. Gonna spend time w/ me friends before I go for attachment. I have this feeling tt attachment's gonna be real draining :| & I may slp for the whole day after I come back from the hospital :|

I wonder which will be tougher. Attachment or Gloria jeans.
I'll tell u what I think when I survive <: Fact1: I was closer to dad when I was in pri sch. Closer to friends when I was in secondary sch (Sec 1,2&3). From sec4 onwards I'm closer to mum&friends tt I don't really talk to. & by closer I mean spend more time w/ & talk more all tt etcetc laaaa. Y'see they take turns okay! Think it won't change anymore cuz I watch too much movie (Y) There's a link just tt u wouldn't geddit. I have 2 caterpillars on my face & I'm gg out w/ them tmr. I have 5 dots on my cheek. After tmr I'm gg to lock myself at home until my face recovers! I got all these when I was having exams. Btw I'm done w/ exams I'm happy. Gonna exercise everyday w/ d,c&c I HOPE. But d&c still got exams! -insert evil laughter pls- Okay spam alot alr. Fact 2: I have decided tt I wanna ink myself when I turn 18. No I'm not gg to do tt tattoo above. So big & scary. Besides I don't like etf sosososoSOOOO much tt I wanna do this. Posted tt for the sake of posting cos I think it's crazy. SO BIG KNOWWWW. Idk what design. Which part. Where. &! I may change my mind. I rmb tt I once told Poh to stop me if I say I wanna get a tattoo in the future cos I will def regret it. My mentality totally changed!

Fact 3:

I like severus snape. BUAII. & btw. Gg out tmr. Wish me luck. Need it.

):

2009-08-28T23:34:00.002+08:00

Attachment. In. 3-4wks. Time.

Diff shift from khairiiiiiahhhh. For 3wks. Boring shitz yaw! Butbut she told me there's Liyana (Y). Who's the other one? Becky or Wanxin worszxxxxx. How worszxszx. Hehe. Xx, yy, lindy & khairiah all gonna miss me ;D (Y) U're going to miss me too (: Tt's not a ques by the way. It's a statement. A fact. Heeeee ;D BUAII!

Tmr's sat alr. HOW?

2009-08-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

I have 5 probs naoooo!

1) I'm left w/ the last paper.
2) Attachment is coming
3) Needa sort things out w/ u.
4) Needa sort things out w/ myself
5) My friend in coming to spore for hols & Im the tour guide for the day. Idk where to go! ):

I feel like asking r to go w/ meeeeeee. Make him bring my friend to a club let them club away then my job will be done ;D Hehehehehe. Ok fine, evil. Just a thought right!

How wor. Maybe I should drag Poh along. Since she's so much of a foodie. Hehehehhe.
If he's a small kid I would have thought of the zoo. Ok I'm thinking of the zoo. Hehe.
How wor. Spore so small wor. So boring wor. Poh, how wor? R, how wor?

YES! I can finally post a pixxie!

2009-08-17T20:37:00.005+08:00

Today I received a small parcel in the mail & my ribbon arrived! It's from sixthdecember z online store (: & Yeshhh I'm hairpeefied (:

I'm now upside down because I sleep only when my parents wake up.
Wake up only when Poh is going to take her afternoon nap. (Y)

Last week I..
1) Found out what makes me happy.
2) Found out who saves me from my bad mood.
3) Found out who makes my mood bad
4) Ate custard apple for the first time.
5) Rotted.
6) Fretted.
7) Understood.
8) Realised.
9) Found out what makes my mood bad

Eh? I think tts abt all? Test on thursday. I'll study at night. I truly hope.

Tata!

P.s: Many ppl search/blogsearch steven lim & ended up on my page just because of tt post w/ his video. HOHO will u say ohmy goodness. Anyhoo, HELLO! NI HAO! SELAMAT SOMETHING SOMETHING. & BUAIIIII!

2009-08-17T00:51:00.001+08:00

If u want others to listen to u first u must listen to them.
Do u get it? No.

2009-08-13T20:49:00.002+08:00

FACEBOOK. BLOGGER. YOUTUBE. ALL NOT WORKING FOR ME.
Okay fine, not really not working for all. BUT THEY'RE SO MFKING SLOW!
I wanted to upload pictures. BUT. Blame it on blogger okay.

Steven Lim kinda polite man. Maybe he did all that stupid stunts because he was paid to. Isit????? BORING SIA. CAN CALL POLICE ALRSZX. Should have woken up when I'm alr awake. Shouldn't have went back to slp & end up waking up at 3plus. CRAP.

What now?

2009-08-08T16:32:00.003+08:00

When I woke up at 2plus earlier on I wanted more slp to come & wished tt the movie date will be canceled. Due to unforeseen circumstances my wish came true. BUT! I don't wanna stay at home anymore & is alr ready to head out. Which means I'm all dressed to go out. I have other choices which I don't really fancy but at least I'm out. But then agn I can always stay at home & get my day off before any examssssss. Or I can choose to ~~try~~ studying.

If only all my wishes came true u chicken!

Ridiculous.

2009-08-05T22:26:00.003+08:00

I felt really upset ytd. Doesnt pay to be nice. FYI, I know what u're up to 10q berii muchiiesx.

So unbelievably tired today. Im gg to slp early, I hope. Gdnight.

In case u wonder who's theknees/kneesy.
This is her!

IT'S HER BIRD DAY TODAY.
HAPPY BDAY DENISE THEKNEES KANG MEIIII XIIIIIIIAN! ;D <3

Material used: Plastic

2009-07-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

Blogger is still fked up but at least it's better now.

I'm not sick for tt long, just too lazy to blog & by the time I feel like blogging, blogger just wanna be a prick in the ass eh.
Gg to the movies w/ kneesy tmr ;D Hairry potter! Heard tt the ending isn't tt great ehhhhh but it's okay! I still like hp! <:
So lazy to charge my cammy but I wanna bring it out tmr D:
BUAIISZX!

Nownow, it's not goodbye forever.

2009-07-08T22:44:00.002+08:00

Is horribly sick & resting.
Clover will be back.

Random thought for many days: Need to read harrypotty series. So outdated naoszxszx.
Gonna watch hp w/ kneesy ;D;D Can't wait but still hafta.

Mini post. Hehehe.

2009-07-06T00:39:00.005+08:00

I've always believed that kindness begets kindness. Perhaps nobody knew, this is the one rule I have always followed ever since I'm old enough to think for myself. Don't laugh, I'm serious! Dead serious here hello?

After last & this yr's incident. It's proven that that person don't deserve my kindness.

So now I'm facing this dumb dilemma which I have proudly created for myself. Thnks. it's my intergrity vs the evil side of me which Idk what to call it now.

1) I'll feel guilty.
2) It's not all that serious.
3) I'm not doing myself justice.

Dear body,

Pls stay strong until Wednesday prettypretty plsszxszxszx? Mon, tues & wed are all very impt. Pls don't lemme get sick any furthur. After wed's assessment you can get all feverish & stuff k? But nth serious!!! Esp not swine, pls. I don't wanna be associated w/ an illness which was initially meant for a pig. Thnks.

(L),
Clover.

Trust me, I shouldn't be blogging now. I am suppose to be typing away. Editing 600+ words off my essay. Memorising & copying my script.

Goal today: One hour to finish editing essay. 30 mins to copy script. Pack everything necessary into my bag. Tuck myself to bed by 3! Wake up at 7 to exercise & continue memorising. Go me!

Random thought of the day: Gonna see a doc for my face's sake.

It's official.

2009-07-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

After half a pack of por-tae-toe cheeeeps. I'm having sorethroat alrszx. VERY IMMEDIATE!
I hate sore throats! I don't wanttttt )))))): BOOHOOHOOOOOO.

Zeeeeeeeeeebra!

2009-06-28T23:25:00.013+08:00

After this post I'm going to shower! Cannot be lazy!

I was real bored. So this is what happens when I'm bored. I do rubbishy things.
Developed a liking for zebra printed stuff recently, went to google for images for them & I'm proud to present you w/ my lovely findings ;D

Loving the way how some of them looks. Finds some of them... Disgusting.
I'll still post them up for the sake of posting anwssss.

TADA!!!!

If I own the world, zebra crossings will look like this!
.

If I own a car
.

No! I'm just kidding.

But I don't mind the seats looking like this
.

They're from converse! Nice? Don't see it in spore thou
.

Make up for halloween anybody?
Or perhaps dress up party?
.

This will happen to my nails if nursing allows it to happen
.

Bedsheet yes, wall no
.

My mouse & laptop will look like this soon!
.

Notebooks anyone?
.

This is what will happen to my mp3. If I can skin it.
.

Looks very nokia-ish!
Wondering if I should do this for my phone. If I really get it done.. Like this.
Wouldn't it look ridiculous when I use myphone & laptop tgt?
What if I was wearing something zebra-ish that day.
Okay, it'll look fucking ridiculous. Fullstop. But! If I can find it. Why not?

In pink
.

If only Serene likes zebra
.

If I see any of this in spore, dad will be pestered.
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Another teeveeee
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Looks like giraffe+zebra (Left)

Totally don't mind both the shades & hat
.

Hope some blogshops will start selling this soon!

Bra la.

Not suitable if that day is sunny, tanline will be horrible
.

I like!

Thou I like zebra prints. But I go 'Eeeeeeeee' at real zebras. Scary shit ):

I own zebra leggings, dress, bag, shirt now. & I'm going to skin laptop into a zebra. Look for zebra casing for phone. Goodness gracious. Cannot use them altgt at once! Will look like fucking retard seriously.

Random thought of the day: Dad is durian lover.

Time to get my lazybum off this chair!

2009-06-27T04:03:00.003+08:00

My dears, school's closed due to H1N1 or something. Tc, don't catch that. Or you'll look like this when you're well again.
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Not to worry, even if you become like this, I'll still love you like I used to. Thou it kinda scares me.

Today, I finally got something done in the schl library, completed the draft of my essay & its hitting 2000 words. Don't know what to do abt it.

Yay tmr's sat which means BBF on tv ;D

Things to do:
Get my hair rebonded.
Buy batteries.
Exercise.
Eat my ruffles.
Buy a bagpack.
Get E71 ;D
Meet Flower.
Memorize the script!!!
Start sleeping early!!!
Master malay!!!!!!!!!!
Sleep soon!!!
BMI=18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Study(Millions of !)
Get new contact lens. (I didn't even realise it expired one mth ago)
I think that's abt all.

I slept for 2 hours accidentally during the night. I woke up & can't fall asleep alr.
NOT FAIR!

I think I may start loving the no discussion wing of the schl's library really soon. So quiet! Ideal for self studying. i can't even connect to the internet in schl. Which is actually a blessing in disguise ;D Prevents me from youtubing/facebooking. Since my house is not conducive at all.

Random thought of the day: Eh, dya even know that I've got a twitter account. & that I actually update that?

If only he's a lil more polite.

2009-06-25T14:26:00.004+08:00

Okay, so the deadline is extended anyhow. Swine flu is helping me, somehow. Thou I have to be at home, answering all sorts of nonsense for that papaya.
It beats having to pass up a lousy incomplete essay right? So I guess I'll have to tolerate that.

Dumbass papaya.. Cos of swine flu, he encourages me not to go out. When I say encourages not to go out It prolly means that I'm half grounded unless he's in a good mood. He says its for my own good. Bullshit I tell you. He wants me to stay at home so that when he makes a call, the email he want will be sent to him right away. Yes, I'm that email writing person. Pathetic much? He couldn't be bothered if I'm getting enough sleep or not, or whatever. When he wants his email, he wants his email. & I can't go out cos I won't be so silly to bring my laptop anywhere I go. So if I go out, nobody will write his email for him. Isn't he a smart dude?

I hope he goes overseas for one whole week, then I'll get my peaceful sleep.

I'm going out to get my stuff. Namely, batteries for my mouse, ruffles, yummy instant noodles, some super powers etcetc...

After I come back I'll have to get dinner for dumbass papaya & myself. Then I hope I'll feel sleepy since I'm done w/ my drama & I'll have nth to do. I'll sleep early & I can escape from dumbass papaya. Please, lemme feel sleepy ;D

I hate this holiday. Bye ;D + :E

Random thought of the day: My posts are getting very wordy..

Mad over boys before flowers.

2009-06-25T04:43:00.002+08:00

They're the reason why I'm still awake now. I'm waiting for the last episode to load & its really slow! Its maddening! Not even half done. Oh goddddddd. I have to off the lappy by 6, before my parents wake up or I'll be given an earful. They may give me a curfew for using the com :| After the last episode I actually have 4 more vids which I'll prolly watch ltr, after I wake up from my deepdeep slumber. I have been waking up only at super late afternoons nowadays & its a waste of time. But looking at the speed the vids load, think i'll watch it when I'm awake then-.- After which, I'll seriously start on my freaking 1000 words essay.

Maybe I'll get myself a sinful packet of ruffles which I have been craving for, for days! Mail a parcel, get money from the atm &... what else? Oh yea, prolly head over to the school. Or should I do that on friday? Since I have some rehearsal thing too. Bah!~

(Sorry I'm just motivating myself) Skip!
1000 words essay. W/ proper referencing & in text citation somemore! I'm feeling the stress alr, okay, I should be feeling that way before today. Okay, stress is good, makes me do my work properly. It has been really long since I write an essay... Since.. O levels I guess? I guess I can say that I lost the touch for it, I'll prolly do it the blogging style. This, is what I'm afraid of.

1000 words. In less than 3 days? Prolly w/ no books? What if we're not allowed to go to the schl library? If that happens what am I to do? Pray damn hard now okay.

This essay, due on monday w/ high weightage. Dya think Clover will be able to do this the right way? I think she can one la, I hope she'll be able to, I pray she'll make it. So yes! She'll do it right. Thou I'm nott hardworking like a Taurus but I think Aries's stubborness will do? I don't really believe in horoscope, but the description of character for Aries is kinda accurate for my case. I'm an aries for a reason ;D Let stubborness be the reason this time round ;D

Even if I have to write when I'm outside & not get my very precious shut eye, I'll complete this freaking essay ;D

Blame myself for watching too much videos. I will make up for it right ;D

Random thought of the day: Whenever I type opinion, I get reminded of onions.

Falalalala lalalala~

2009-06-21T17:41:00.005+08:00

Gramps got admitted to the hospital. Many things happened.

The many things that happened allowed me to find out manymany things, that somehow concerns me. & they're not small matters. They're suppose to sadden me but I'm very sorry to disappoint you. I'm not sad but I can't say that I'm not affected, I am. In the good way I guess. It's better to find out now then ltr or nv. ;D

Today smells like christmas, okay la. It's just the smell or rain/it's going to rain. It smells very nice lor! This smell reminds me of christmas cos it always rains when christmas is coming. Cos of the clouds the wind or whatever lah. It also reminds me of harry potter movie, somehow.

Am very excited for christmas, it's really too early to say this now but reallyyyyy! I didn't get to celebrate christmas last yr cos of work & I rmb being very sad. Christmas is my fav holiday since I was young!!! I've always loved going to orchard road enjoying the wet weather, the christmas movies, the songs in the malls & the cartoons!!! I WILL celebrate this christmas by hook or by crook. Will not skip two yrs of christmas! ;D

P.s: CHARLAM! I will not become like her! I refuse to! You shall see!

My pet is cute. It poops!

Random thought of the day: I am going to morph faces! Fwahahahaha.

After another 5hours of sleep...

2009-06-18T15:54:00.002+08:00

Sorry for my sudden outburst. I have decided to delete that post becos I'm no longer angry.

Water retention horror!!!!!

2009-06-11T20:32:00.010+08:00

-Water retention sucks ):
-My left eye have been twitching on & off for almost one week alr!
I hope its just cos I haven't been getting enough sleep :E
I can catch back on my sleep during the hols ;D
-Dad says that me & cherie looks alike. You think so?
-Finally got my ass down to post up some picturesssss.

So now I shall introduce my new darlings to y'all!
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Cherieeee

, Lindaaaaa

& Sereneeeeee

We were bored while waiting for the lecture to start so... yea. this happens.
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This is quite long ago. Edited by our Cherie here.

I asked my mum to help me buy contacts solution,
in the end she bought me this thing that is totally new to me &
it comes w/ a lens casing like this!
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Pretty cool hur. The thing is, its so chim! It also indicates that if I don't use this properly it may cause serious damage to the eyes :E Eeeeeee.

Random thought of the day: Something is veryvery wrong w/ me, I didn't used to be so muddleheaded! Y'see, I was enjoying this box of blueberries, before popping this innocent berry into my mouth, I asked mummy if they had to be washed first. She had no, nvm la. So I started stuffing them into my mouth. Only when I'm almost done w/ it..
I saw 3 very impt words on the lid!

How great, but anw, the blueberries are so suuuuweeeeeet!
&
Schl's getting better, more enjoyable, I guess. (:

My hair pee-ed. I'm so happy hairpee hehhhhhpi!

2009-06-09T01:25:00.006+08:00

This pic.. freaking made me smile for the whole day. Made my eyes so tinyyyyyy.
Unglam moment plszx, still love it loadsssss (:

Heyaaaaaaa, I'm happier than a kid nawwwwwzzzzz (:
I see candies, rainbows, flowers and clouds above my head babeh!
Hahahaha. Know why clover is so happy?

Because she fugging took a photo w/ the mannn. Which man? It's freaking P2h (:
THAT made her smile for the whole day, even in her dreams.
I was so tired that I fell asleep in the mrt. Like into deepdeeeeeep slumber. SO unglam, but that's me! (((((:
& I rmb smiling when I was still awake.
So I guess I was smiling during my sleep too?
One P2h can make me ((((((:
Imagine Etf. I'll :DDDD

Random thought of the day: Me miss me old fringe like wtffffffxz?! Hair pls growwwww

<3,
Clov

Ps: P2h is sucha nice guy (big :D+ many <3s!)
If you were to ask, why do I like this p2h guy so much.
My ans: IDK! Cos I really don't.

(:

Wordy post, as usual.

2009-06-04T19:04:00.004+08:00

Lemme tell you something..

I've got a whole lot of pictures to post, but I'm just too lazy. I only feel like typing.

I reached school at 8 when lesson starts at 10. Idk why but this always happens on tuesdays. I will always wake up at 6, thinking that lesson starts at 8 no matter how many bloody times I looked at the timetable. This time the best, I went outside the classroom, called cherie, then realise that I was waywaywayyyyyyy too early. Ohwelll, at least I wasn't late for my practical assessment right. & I passed ;DDDD HAIRPEE HAIRPEE.

I'm so glad tmr's friday, last day of the week. Then saturday. Normally saturdays are my do-whatever-that-makes-you-happy day. Which includes sleeping/studying/using lappy/going out/watch tv/play games.. Yknow. I suppose you got it. Sunday morning&afternoon will be rot-for-all-you-want day. Which is similiar to saturday just that I don't feel like going out.

BUT! There's always a but. I have to study/do hw blahblahblah.. & I have to wake up early to run. Run during the evening again if I'm awake. Must be hardworking! Ideal weight is 45kg by this year end ;D

So lazy alr.

Random thought of the day: I tend to smile for no reason cos I often think of the funny & stupid things that happened earlier that day.

Me gonna sleep early today. Hopefully I will.

I need my sleeeeeeep!

2009-06-02T00:45:00.002+08:00

I really really reaaaaally should be sleeping now, instead of using the com, blogging, surfing the net.
I've practical exam tmr, scary shit luh. Really, I think I'll hafta go for the re-exam ): My luck won't help me this timeeee.

Anw, I met up w/ poh a few days ago. Her face is uber cute now! ;D

I will start exercising from this week onwards! Really!

My neck tells me that I'm getting fatter.

I've a pimple on the middle of nose. Sho kawaii.

Lazy to post pictures, blog so boring.

Random thought of the day: Hamstring sounds edible.

Randomsssss

2009-05-25T20:01:00.005+08:00

Dear hair,

Growwwwww! Grow now! Pls?

Love,
Clover.

Dan saw my hair, his reaction's priceless man! :E

Elearnnnnnn! ;D = No schl for me = Sleep late = Wake up late = Screw my body clock again = Late for school on thurs = ):

No, I'm not going to let that happen.

The randoms.

Clover is gonna buy Loreal pearl foundation.
Needs a weighing machine.
Feels like repainting her room.
Wants to decorate her room w/ more stuff.
Wants a neater room.
Needs & wants her hair to grow.
Is prolly going to rebond her hair on june/july.
Wants to go shopping.
Likes hairbands.
Needs to buy things when she goes out or she'll feel bored.
Likes ribbons all of the sudden (& it irritates charmaine)
Needs to cut her nails.
Wants to buy a hula hoop.
Have decided to go jogging/for a morning stroll tmr.
Is going to schl for elearning shit face tmr.
Needs a new mouse.
Needs a new earpiece.
Needs more songs in her mp3.
Have a lot of things in mind that she wants to buy.
Wants to skin her laptop but can't thing of what she want.
Thinks that her books&lappy is too heavy. Therefore she needs a bagpack.
Is webcamming w/ Cherie now.
Feels that she&* have drifted apart.
Looking forward to june hols ;D
Feels like learning acoustic guitar.
Thinks p2h is aweeeesome ^^
Watched p2h's clicknetwork video till 3pm plusplus ytd.
Woke up at 2plusplus today.
Shouldn't take my parents for granted.
Thinks Cherie is addicted to pet society cos she's ignoring me. FOR HER PET!
Thinks that she herself is very lame.
Is not prepared for 6thjune.
Has retarded hair now.
Feels like she's gonna have fun on 6thjune.
Thinks that she'll sure gain wonderful experience from 6thjune
Has a pimple that refuses to go away
Needs to trim her eyebrow, it's starting to look like a caterpillar ):
Shall trim her brows tmr @ CP before she goes to schl.
Is having more than 8 hours of sleep nowadays.
Thinks that her eyebags & panda eyes will disappear soon because she's getting more than enough sleep.
Cherie calls her a water face cos she drinks a lotttt of water. Like 5-7 bottles a day. No joke.
Sings while she baths.
Likes to watch videos.
Feels like making short videos of very lame stuff. But first she needs to find someone who's willing to lame w/ her.
Caught no balls during malay class.
Has funny look coconut tree hair growing on my head.
Feels like getting a haircut.
Needs to slim down.
Beloved is back w/ beancurd & soya milk. Too bad its hot.
Thinks that we're going to Kbox but Idk when.
Wants to tie bleach her skinnies. Hehehe. Maybe tmr ;D
Likes to buy weird looking things ;D

The list continues..

Did you read that whole damned thing? If you did, good for you. Clapclaps.
The weather's being sucha hottie tonight. I need to shower again-.-

Clover is happy today ;D

2009-05-19T21:43:00.004+08:00

I'm finally over & done w/ bio quiz. & I passed (: I'm very surprised. Surprise me more often, but not w/ the bad surprises la! Should really find the discipline to study. Soon. I don't wanna mug till late at night when the impt exams come.

Today is the day Clover borrowed her first book from the schl library (: Its something regarding weight loss, heh ;D
I only slept for 2hours plus ytd? My eyebags are getting so big that they're starting to scare me. & not forgetting my dark circles! I need my beauty sleepszxszxszxxxxxx. Shall be a good girl & sleep early from today onwards.

This girl.
Is.
Missed.
Last seen: One week ago?

Its time to change foundation! I don't like what I'm using now.
Should I get loreal pearl liquid foundation?
Mac?
Maybelline mineral foundation?
ZA?
Or Fasio liquid?
HELP!

Retarded hair+Cramped up timetable=Wordy post

2009-05-18T21:35:00.008+08:00

Edited!
(I typed this post when I was feeling sleepy ytd & now that I re-read this. I realised, I should nv ever post when I'm sleepy again. Why? If you paid enough attention & found out which part of the post is diff from ytd's, you'll agree w/ me (: )

I'll hafta burn midnight oil tonight because there's bio quiz tmr & I haven't even started studying.
Gotta reach reach at 8 tmr & last alllll the way until 6 :|

Good thing I slept for 2hours in the evening. I'm hoping that I'll last throughout the night or I'm going to fail (: Fail also can retake what, right?

So, I gotta reach school at 9 today, 8 tmr, 8 on wed, 9 on thurs & finally 8 again on fri. Lack of sleep siol. Besides that, we've got presentation due on thurs & fri. The fri's one not done yet so we hafta use whatever break we have & the time after school to discuss etc.. Just imagine what time we'll hafta be in sch until (:

When I used to say 'I hope the workload I get in poly will help me to slim down!'
My seniors will always reply 'Wait longlong lor, poly very slack one la.'
I don't think so. Or maybe it's cos the generation is diff?

I used to think that foreign workers are like... some sorta mean & all?
Until one day I was on the bus from nyp to sk, it seemed like it was raining the whole of spore's water supply for the entire year.
& cos one of the bus stop is under renovation, ppl who alight hafta run allll the way under the HDB flat for shelter. Judging from my experience, they'll most prolly get soaked la hur.
Then when the bus stopped, there're foreign workers w/ umbrellas waiting to shelter the passengers yknowwwww. Can I say that they're very gentlemanly? Lol, it's not their job yknow.
Moral of the story? Not all foreign workers are mean & all the blablah shittiness ;D

Anw, regarding my previous post. I don't have a bf, but i do have a 'bf''. He don't even who I am. He's just an idol of mine, Paul Twohill. Tsk, he's special kszxszxszx.
When I told Huixuan & Cherie abt him, neither of them heard of this funny guy.

Me: Paul twohill on tv leaaaaa. He very cute sia.
Cherie: Who is Pot twohill?
Huixuan: Huh!? Pong kiu kiu?

-.-!

Okay, time to shower & make friends w/ bio.

Not fair!

2009-05-14T22:32:00.005+08:00

Ehhhhhhhhh. I feel so jealous now :|
Because of Elisse laaaaaa. Wth! Tell you what happened k!

I asked her, eh you got see my bf anot?
Obviously she doesn't know who is it. Then when I told her who yknow what she say anotttttt!

Elisse: Got, everyday see him smoking outside school.

I didn't expect her to see him manz, I thought he's suppose to graduate this yr or something.
Then I asked her to (fill in the blanks) for me! Hehhehheh. Anw, Elisse's from NP. So... Guess who!
Or else, ask me ask me ask me! I'll tell you (: Hehhehheh.

Those who knows me kinda well should know hur.

Hints:
He's from NP
Suppose to graduate this yr
Vague but its obvious enough!

Lastly
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What do I look like to you?

Idk abt you, but I think I look like
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Yea?
Excuse me, it's extremely adorable canszxszx!

I think you're making me stupid.

2009-05-12T07:16:00.004+08:00

Time check: 7.18am

So crazy girl woke up at 6 today thinking that school starts at 8, but no! It's only starting at 1010!
Good thing I checked the timetable again when I was abt to head out-.- Or else I'll be waiting like an idiot in school. What's best? I got all the right lectures notes & blahblah. I don't understand how I got the wrong timing.

That's why I say you're making me stupid. Losing my intelligence because of you? Tsk.

Since it's so early, I might as well take a nap. Until 8.30. 3hours break ltr. Mad.

Dumbess+

2009-05-12T07:16:00.001+08:00

Tell me tell me tell me

2009-05-12T00:10:00.003+08:00

Too lazy to post flea photos up. Gonna try to compile all first (:
I said I'll start studying & paying attention this week, but.. I don't think it's working. I'm still not getting used to poly life, miss my hols. To think that I was so dumb..

The only thing that can keep me awake in lectures. I kept sleeping&sleeping. My fringe covered my eyes so I guess thats why no lecturers caught me for sleeping in class. If i really really listen to songs in lectures, then I might as well sleep. Right? Right.

Cute rightttt? Just like its owner. Hehhehheh. Give me your heart & I'll place it inside. I promise I'll take good care of it ;D On?

I wanna know what's on your mind. So tell me!

2009-05-09T01:32:00.004+08:00

There's fleaaaaa on saturday! Meeting at Char's house downstairs at 10 & I'm still awake. WOW! Kinda excited :D

Venue: The Home Club
20 Upper Circular Road, B1-01/06, The Riverwalk.
Nearest MRT: Clarke Quay and Raffles Place

I slept in the evening & I'm tired alr. Welcome back body clock! Shall update w/ pictures tmr (:
Gonna visit my dream factory now, hope they'll give me a sweet one. Night!

2009-05-06T02:40:00.003+08:00

The one I always have near me when I sleep!

During project discussion. LINDA!
Cherie, Monster & Wenwei.
There's also another girl(I forgot her name) & Huixuan.

I got tired of my long fringe, so I did this to my hair. I am now a cheena pumpkin.

Trust me, you'll get used to it soon.

Its crap when a repairman comes & you start telling him all abt your computer as thou you know exactly what happened to it. If you really do, you could have repaired it yourself. It just doesn't make sense to me. Besides, you don't know a shit abt computers. just let the man do da job ya?

It's just like.. Imagine you're a doctor, one day a patient comes to you & start saying. Hi doctor, I'm having a fever now, 39degrees. I broke my toe nail a few days ago & it's not treated properly. It has an infection. I'm sure that is the cause of my fever. Just give me some (medicine name) I've also been vomiting everything I ate out, that may be stomach flu. Just give me some blablablablablablabla. After all that rubbish the patient may have gotten swine flu & he just wasted a few mins of his life & stayed in the clinic for a few more mins which can cause the doctor to be infected. Act smart only.

So in the end you still got it wrong.

Right..

Time now: 3.11am
Time I'm suppose to wake up at: 6
Time left for sleeping: At most two hours.

No wonder my eyebags & dark circles are not getting any better. There's lab session tmr, long pants.. Hate to blog w/o any pictures, that explains why I'm having random pictures here. You'll see more of that in the next few posts...

Shit lot, can't believe I'm doing this for you./because of you. Not very clever.

It's raining/going to rain. I like, I loveeeee.

2009-05-03T02:36:00.003+08:00

GOOD MORNING/BONJOUR/ZHAO AN(?)

Act cute only. Pretty butterfly! Why nv stop on my nose!
I WANT A BUTTERFLY ON MY NOSE! *POUTS*

We're looking at the text below..

I'm still online, facebooking, webcamming, enjoying the weather.

IT'S FREAKING HELL RAINING NOW! Love the weather!

Love the sound of the rain, soft thunder & duh, THE TEMPERATURE!

Rain more plssssss.

Went to watch 17again today, kinda touching la hur. Today is chill&do nth impt day. Is going to run w/ poh tmr morning! Gonna be super skinny soon, esp w/ my new diet! Finally learned how to control my diet! ;D

Webcamming w/ Charrrrr, she did something dumb that made my day even know I know its so not real! Am I too easy to pls or is it just that I'm plain dumb? Hehheh must be. Its okay, this way happiness will come easily.

2009-05-02T02:48:00.002+08:00

Today... Went to ikea w/ d, j, d, a & h! some went off early so me, a & h went mini shopping for a schl bag :E Today I also registered for something :D

Ytd I had a really bad headache & somebody was nice enough to accompany me through the torture ;D I knocked onto the table when I was sitting in a corner of my room, sharp edge somemore, dont playplay. So now I have this beautiful bruise on my forehead (:

It's fucking 2.52am now & I have to wake up at 7 ltr. It's great hur. I'm seriously not excited, just wanna get enough sleep. Feel like a dumbass worszx. Whatsmore, I have a project waiting for me, monday is the discussion & I haven't even started.

I made a very wise decision (: That is, to lie!!!! I swear it's a good one ;D

I feel like going to the toilet but I dare not step out. Don't you think that I'm very adorable & dumb?

Blog is so dead.

2009-04-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

hihihihihi my blog is so dead. sch started & i don't really like it. maybe its bcos i don't really get it yet. good thing is that i got a new laptop ;D bad thing is that i haven't got my thumbdrive & there's nth really in it-.-

pictures next time. my dad is crazy. ruined my mood :E cheer me up pls.

excited?

2009-04-19T02:39:00.003+08:00

today i went to skss's funfair & swimming. the weather is damn hot, was melting!
orientation's fine. didn't really talk to anyone except for daphne, cherie & wenwei. i have trouble pronouncing his name. there's gjc at nyp. im surprised that hairol's working there. wish that jiali works there. or afiq.

so vague.

i forgot that i'm suppose to sleep hours ago so that i'll be able to wake up early tmr & i'm still blogging at this hour.

tmr is a long day. hopefully not another hot day.

most imptly, schl's starting. TMR. my hours are numbered. hope things will be fun (: miss me.

tired. kinda. did i say that i'm suppose to sleep? gdnight (:

2009-04-14T02:49:00.001+08:00

clover is ):

its your that kinda thing thing.

2009-04-14T01:29:00.005+08:00

it's a wordy post.

since blogger is trying to irritate me by not allowing me to upload the flea photos..
these are all the photos that i managed to upload-.- shall upload the flea photos the next time when blogger isn't this irritating (:

mum, as usual. her refuse to look at the cam pose.

my parents did this to me. my family is childish!

from dylan, pris & flower ;D

THANKS DYLAN!!! ;D

flower, pris & dylan ;D

THIS IS MEEEEE. look alike not. my flower draw one lea!

it looks pretty tastes pretty ;D mum says it looks like decorative item yknow ;D

while waiting for the mum to be ready i shall show you..

MUAII ROOMSZX. colourfulszx!? yes colourful.

celebrated bday w/ parents, haven't been doing that since the last 4 yrs or something? it was fun ;D & not forgetting to mention, CREAMY. thou my dad's irritating, like most of the time but he's still cute (:

happiness:unhappiness=9:1

so i shall conclude that its a happy bday (:

my mp3 & phone failed on me AGAIN. hafta send them to jurong east area and vivo respectively :/ how am i suppose to survive the f long journey w/o any music ): who's willing to acc me there? ^^

things have been pretty interesting nowadays & i have been enjoying my life (: but schl's starting real soon, next monday! orientation's coming in two days time, i've to reach at 8.30. i'm still sleeping at 3, 4 or 5 plus everyday. then now i've to wake up around 6.3o or something? how is that possible!? goodluck clover.

2009-04-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

fucker i hate you

2009-04-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

hi i think i'm so dumb (:

hi clover you deserve this man. i said keep it like this rigt but you just wouldn't listen. you & your itchyhands. you just can't help it but the make a nuisance of yourself. congrats!

anyhoo, elisse came to my house that day & both of us didn't have any sleep. showered & bla,went out at freaking hell 6plus in the morning. went to a farawayplace to have our breakfast-.- & went to random places. i was so tired that i fell asleep aroud 8plus-.- & woke up at 12 for nth and fell asleep around one plus ;D ytd was apr's fool, tricked many & i think i'm gonna get karma ;D i'm left w/ one. i look like a big panda. really need some sleep!

haven't been taking any pics.

haven't been doing anything horribly interesting to blog abt so i shall declare my blog dead until i feel like blogging (:
buhbyeeee! i'll miss you! (:

had a really really bad dream.

2009-03-28T02:35:00.004+08:00

what's your family's reaction when they see a bigbug flying in the living room?my family, including me. stood up immediately, not to kill that bug. but ran towards our room and closed the doors-.-then i choose to neglect my com to hide in my room.it's seriously big okay! no joke!

mum.. went to work ):

have to settle dinner on my own for most of the days-.-

have been eating junk for the past few days babeh.

need to start cooking soon-.-

haven't really cooked a meal for dad for let's say 1/2 yr?

hope i didn't return the skills to my tcherrrr.

& also i hope that i won't turn out poisoning both of us.

went to watch 12rounds w/ my sec schl friends today.

it's surprisingly nicer than what i thought it would be!

recommended for those who likes action movies ;D

okay, not really THAT action.

us :machiam blablablabla lor

des: what's machiam!

us: like lor.

des: orhhhhhh eh i machiam you!

-.-

on our way back to sk

looks like he's afraid of char!

made him shorter because he was towering over me!

but he's not afraid of me ;E

sat down & chat until our butts hurt

breaking..

on sat is finally over! (:

shaggggggg.

SHIT THE THING DIDN'T GO HOME! IT'S NOW BEHIND MY SOFAAAAAA!!!!!!
okok now dad is playing catching w/ it.

2009-03-28T01:40:00.009+08:00

photos of my sec schl times! ;D

cultural night

i'm always one eyed-.-

sun tanned too much!

was damn act cute ;D

lame indeed!

anw, during schl days many ppl mistook me for the bottom left girl! they kept calling me wanling and her, xinli

i'm sorry to disappoint you but we're not leses (;

somebody's bday wish i think-.-

the tall guys who's going to nyp too ;D

no we're not always like this in class!

MONSTER!

went to watch 12rounds today it was surprisingly much much nicer than what i expected!

took pictures. blog abt it tmr (:

2009-03-27T03:14:00.002+08:00

saw this in elisse's friendster. we were super cute in the past lor (: still will go for outings like this. lol act cute la!
i think its time for me to rake up the past (: shall post some ugly pix during sec schl tmr!

just wait and see ;D